ok, you will wake up, smelly, hungry and with pain from head to toe, but of course you wont know what that is, because you have never felt anything lie this before, for gods sake you haven't felt anything before!!, but... its all good, don't worry, its all kind of things, coming at once, all is there, not defined yet, but don't worry, soon it will be clear; now that you alive (not just living) you can taste, you can touch and tell about things like cold and warm, its the begining of something very big, bigger than what you were given at creation, now you have been "born" in this humand land, you are not longer just a soul; nothing will be the same as ten seconds ago, while you were one of them; now you will be alive, the first thing you will do within this new reallity is to touch the dirt, because, for some reason when decide, to... to... i'll call it "born" coz is not falling from the sky anyway the our first seconds in the mortal realm is in soil, so you can feel every one of those grains and things mixed in the dirt. you will probably spend ten, twenty munutes, looking at it and arround, trying to absorb all the new things as fast as posible; one thing remember you can't anymore, this is life, and has limits, dont forget it!, and after those 20 minutes you will remember... why?, why you are there, here comes the tricky part, the reason why you decided to leave eternity, could be a she could be a he, and i have never known of any other reason, in my case a she, so what to do now?, go to her, have her teach you to be human; first time walking..., he?, i know the "step by step" is tricky, yet people make it looks so easy, so.... 30 more minutes?, until you can run?, then we run, e really run, non stop, still learning on our own, feeling the air, (the first time is the best), and all the sounds that are going into your ears, but somehow this time is diferent i don't know how, but trust me it is, i've come to think that this time we hear them separated from all the others even though we hear them all at once,funny thing, one tought that was in my mind all the way while i was runing was "if all this little things are feeling so good i wonder what will be to touch her" anyway i dont want to spoil it for you., so just remember this eart is diferent than what we lived on, there is evil and good, but there is also things that are both and any, respect the moment and dont try to be what you were, you have a single mind and cannot fell the tougths anymore, just one final advice, try not to make it a lesson about learning to live just let it be, many will think a lot of things about you, let them... they dont know what you know, they were never just witnesses like us, just remember that it will not be longer until we are eternal again and this become just a memory. so congratulations you are another man going to work, another mother coocking dinner, another father playing ball, another creator of stories... so create a dham happy one for yourself.
that is life, you are living now and as all creatures, one day you will die.
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