racial meditation

la ultuma vez q el gringo trajo a negros a este pais, todo salio mal, pero al hispano nadie lo trajo......

numeros.....

haber, si navidad q es el nacimiento de jesus, es el 24 de diciembre y basamos nuestro calendario en nacimiento de jesus , o sea dia cero, del mes cero del ano cero, como es q los dos son lo mismo? , y mas importante como es q los reyes magos llegaron hasta enero 6? , y para agrandar el misterio, q Pit** toca aqui el, sancho closs?, yo no se de que parte de la biblia salio pero pues creo q lo importante es q trae regalos.

es bueno ser latino en US, pues es de ley recibir regalos el 24 y el 6.

how to fall (in love or the sky)

ok, you will wake up, smelly, hungry and with pain from head to toe, but of course you wont know what that is, because you have never felt anything lie this before, for gods sake you haven't felt anything before!!, but... its all good, don't worry, its all kind of things, coming at once, all is there, not defined yet, but don't worry, soon it will be clear; now that you alive (not just living) you can taste, you can touch and tell about things like cold and warm, its the begining of something very big, bigger than what you were given at creation, now you have been "born" in this humand land, you are not longer just a soul; nothing will be the same as ten seconds ago, while you were one of them; now you will be alive, the first thing you will do within this new reallity is to touch the dirt, because, for some reason when decide, to... to... i'll call it "born" coz is not falling from the sky anyway the our first seconds in the mortal realm is in soil, so you can feel every one of those grains and things mixed in the dirt. you will probably spend ten, twenty munutes, looking at it and arround, trying to absorb all the new things as fast as posible; one thing remember you can't anymore, this is life, and has limits, dont forget it!, and after those 20 minutes you will remember... why?, why you are there, here comes the tricky part, the reason why you decided to leave eternity, could be a she could be a he, and i have never known of any other reason, in my case a she, so what to do now?, go to her, have her teach you to be human; first time walking..., he?, i know the "step by step" is tricky, yet people make it looks so easy, so.... 30 more minutes?, until you can run?, then we run, e really run, non stop, still learning on our own, feeling the air, (the first time is the best), and all the sounds that are going into your ears, but somehow this time is diferent i don't know how, but trust me it is, i've come to think that this time we hear them separated from all the others even though we hear them all at once,funny thing, one tought that was in my mind all the way while i was runing was "if all this little things are feeling so good i wonder what will be to touch her" anyway i dont want to spoil it for you., so just remember this eart is diferent than what we lived on, there is evil and good, but there is also things that are both and any, respect the moment and dont try to be what you were, you have a single mind and cannot fell the tougths anymore, just one final advice, try not to make it a lesson about learning to live just let it be, many will think a lot of things about you, let them... they dont know what you know, they were never just witnesses like us, just remember that it will not be longer until we are eternal again and this become just a memory. so congratulations you are another man going to work, another mother coocking dinner, another father playing ball, another creator of stories... so create a dham happy one for yourself.


that is life, you are living now and as all creatures, one day you will die.

Another face that i know...

una cara mas q parece conocida, se quien es se como se llama, se que le gusta, con q se rie, y a veces q no le gusta, es una buena amiga, pero puede ser un dolor de cabeza, puede ser muy dulce y puede arrancarte la cabeza a mordidas, no se q le gusta comer, pero si se q no le gusta el eggnog, le gusta britney pero no conoce bjork, se q estudia demaciado y le importa al punto de casi ser una cerebrito, pero no q clases le dan dolor de cabeza, que no le gusta vestirse mucho con un par de jeans y una playera esta completa, y tambien se q en las mananas nescesita cafe tanto o mas q yo, se que tiene una marca en la cara pero nunca me he atrevido a preguntarle de como se la hiso, se mucho hechos y puntos de ella pero no se su opinion acerca de ellos, se q soy de su agrado pero no tanto como para q a cada rato me vea con ojos de espanto, o desconcierto, no se, por q pero me preocupa mucho su opinion, no es mi mas grande amiga, ni mi sempai, pero cuando anda presente camino derechito y trato de comportarme, pero como toda ley de la vida, siempre es alreves, puede q sea por q es una nina caprichuda y enojona pero algo tiene q hace tanto revuelo por aqui y alla.

(ENGLISH VERSION)

one more face that looks familar,i know ho she is and what is her name, i know what she likes and what makes her smile and even laugh, sometimes i know what she doesn't like; she is a good friend, but sometimes can be a big headache, she can be the sweetest girls and at the same time bite your head off, i dont really know what she likes to eat, but that i know for sure that she doesn't like my latte eggnog; she surprisingly likes britney but doesn't know much about Bjork, i know that she studies a lot and cares so much to the point that anytime can become a nerd, yet i don't know which classes are the ones that burn her head, i know that she doesn't like to dress up a lot, just a pair of jeans and a shirt would do just fine, i also know that she needs coffee as bad as i do.... and even more, sometimes; I've seen the little scar she's got, but i've never dare to ask her about it, i know facts and little things about her, yet i dont know the way she thinks about them, i know she likes me, even tough she is allways giving me those disaproving or weird looks, i don't even know why but i really care a lot about her opinion, and all she have to say, its not like we have been BFF or that she is my SEMPAI, but when she is arround i walk straight and try to behave, even though at the end it is allways the oposite, maybe because she is a grumpy brat, and gets all she wants even the atention of everyone. but one thing is for sure, she is got something that everywhere she goes she rumbles.

WAR!!!!

manipulacion, el poder esta en quien puede manipular, y para variar el gobierno como siempre quiere manipularnos, q "america unidad" luche contra los opresores de todo lo q "USA stands for", y el enemigo esta ves son los trabajadores de la MTA (metro transit autority), q malevolamente se ha puesto en guelga para perjudicar al "patriotico Newyorkino" pero no para pedir el pago de sus prestaciones q ya van casi 2 anos sin ellas, no para pedir no solo un aumento de salario, si no vehiculos y metro q al menos no apensten a orines, o ya de perdido q el motor no sea de los 80's, no solo quieren mejorar su situacion, si no al menos q les pague lo q se merecen, si con su "huelga ilegal" (dude!, q hay q q firmar papeles para poder ponerse en huelga?, pues su contrato asi indica, yeap asi de mal esta su situacion, digo q tengan q pedir permiso para protestar!!, dude can i hit you? please). lastima q la potencia mundial sea tan "screwed".

XMAS CAROL

tengo un bolsillo lleno de regalos para esta navidad, para el pequeno Timmy una nueva bicicleta, para susi una muneca, para itsy un cajita musical, para la abuela una dentadura nueva (y un nut craker yahoo!!!), todo no si no me alcansa el gordito q quiere su bolsa de regreso!!!


ENGLISH:
i have a bag full of gifts this chrismas, for little Timmy i have a new bike, for Sussy a doll, for Itzy i have a little music box and for granny a new dental piece (and a nut cracker, Yahoo!!!!), well all this if the chubby man in red, doesn't catch me!! he wants his bag back!!!

un grito desesperado

hey dude i saw this mexican book yesterday, i'd never thougth that they had this good ones in mexico, its so real so down to heart and.... SMACK!!!!!! le di tres cachetadas guajoloteras, y me fui por horas a guacarear.

what about life... not , really what's the deal?

she shows up and makes me a show, about not calling, she leaves without a goodbye, she shows up and makes me a show about not calling, no es mal pex pero q honda con mi vida?

525 600 minutes

the diference betwen my kind and yours, is that we enjoy walking, while you are just worried to get there...........




how do you mesure a year in the life?

cronica de una enfermedad anunciada

segun la AMA, ( me evito el chiste estupidito) tengo un 204 % de enfermarme de gripa, segun sus calculos 17 % por cada persona enferma con la q se tenga contacto diario, asi 3 enfermos en mi casa 7 en el trabajo y 2 amigos, ya pues me doy vencido ya no ruego por q no me enferme, si no por q no me de fuerte, y para rematarme ya enpezo a nevar, 7 malditas pulgadas!!!!! so mi vida, se resume asi esta semana:
esperando a enfermarme
no hay ropa limpia (las malditas tuberias se congelaron hasta manana)
obscurece a las 4:30 pm
la calefaccion me esta resecando la garganta
y creo q me he vuelto muy chillon.

soy una criatura de la noche, naci en el inframundo, nunca anhele nada, no nescesitaba nada, tenia una eternidad para aburrieme de todo, hasta del aburriento, hasta q me entere de los angeles q desafiaban a su propio creador, de criaturas q bailan a ritmos exoticos q nos hacen querer subir a ver a el dueno de esto, y pregutarle el por que de todo, algo para hacer a la bella criatura q conoce a los de mi mundo, voltear.

quiero demandar a microsoft!!!

siguendo la ideologia gringa de: si yo pago mis impuestos, por mi xbox no trabaja!, el gobierno deve hacer algo!!, ya mucho empezaron a demandar a microsoft; si! , nos mintio; con q el 360 tiene 20 Gb, si y no solo puedes usar 13, se lo paso; que tenga un tabique por eliminador, tambien; que jale una de energia, casi, pero que windows vista sea una vil copia de Mac OS, nunca!!!, ( "gadgets"= dashboard & widgets, "sidebar"=dock, "power seach"=spotgiht etc.) .

con la salida de RENT the movie, todos aqui en NY derrepente se volvieron hijos de Lloyd Webber , y ya no hay boletos para ver el musical hasta enero, e (o debo escribir "Y"???? ) EBay cotiza los boletos de 40 dlls hasta en 300, asi q tuve q verla para jusgarla, magnific!!, me dije, como yo, ya habia visto el musical antes, ya me la savia, y siguiendo la logica q todo lo no es, pero lo combierten pelicula (ej videojuegos, libros, anime "aeon flux") sucks!, ya estaba yo preparado para criticarla, pero ho! surprise:
si el director, ha dirigido la de teatro.
si el reparto es el original (exepto por 2).
si hasta el de escenografia es el mismo. A fuerza q es lo mismo!!, ha! pero mi negatividad new yorkina encontro a great flaw; actores de broadway no son lo mismo q de cine, (aun q casi no se note, pero algo malo tenia q encotrar) de ahi, todo es perfecto.